leilei


or bonnie for short

++ `98
++ breaking sobriety / recovering addict
++ real life gothic lolita
++ garage artist
++ inclination to being 2faced
❤ breakcore, soda and seltzers, warm weather, sssweets


❛❛ a heart less plagued,

a heart faced detrimened

-- the fruit of the labor i yearn for

and yet i beat on
❜❜

-- the quenching of the thirsty


interests
dolls, collections, appetite, nature, literature and the arts

dislikes
politics, wetness, heights, my own hypersensitivity


a glimpse into the daily life of ya grrrl

... so little time, so many ideas.

to start, i don't know what i'm supposed to say?

in the bleakness of reality, i am an algamation of those that i love

(love me a little less, please; maybe thatll fix me...)


...oh. the blog?

just a rambling space for those late night thoughts, less suited for social media nowadays
i dont like the constant sanitization of the late web...
i want a space to be myself without the damning look of ongoers, so welcome to the deadend net!


a little more info n me

well. to start things off, hello: my name is bonnie -- or leilei as my online alias goes-- and... i collect psuednyms like dust.
(i beg to differ... i want a cute name at all times)

i'm 26 years old, a female from the jewish tribes of israel, and i know some japanese and am an english bilingual.
im a disabled autisict with too many illneese to list and i have an affinity for cats.
im boring. i don't do anything but whine online and irl and im often closed off. if you want to get to know me more, feel free to look through my publiciszed journal.
im open to meeting new faces but bad at keeping up. it just is how it is...